I sit here in our car driving. Today is December 29th. For most people it is just an average day. For some it even brings the special privilege of being their birthday.
This day has always brought about special memories for us. However now it just brings sadness and tears to my eyes.
Today Mari would have turned 11.
I miss you so much baby girl. I have a whole in my heart that once held you here while you were here with us on this earth.
This year seems to be harder than the last two. The only hope I can hold to is that someday in the future it will just not be as hard.
I should be giving her birthday presents instead of bringing her flowers to her grave.