January 2

I sit here in church service.  Right away they start by singing.  The tears start to well up and I have to leave.  I still have a hard time just being able to sing in church.  It is so hard for me.  Somehow it just makes me miss Mari all the more.  She would always love the singing portion of church service.  She would sing in her own special way.  She would sometimes flap her arms in excitement.  She truly loved the singing.  I think I just truly miss that with her not here now.

Maybe in her own way looking down on us from heaven, she is still with us, flapping her arms listening to the praising being sang to God right now.  It brings a smile to me.

I love you baby girl and miss you very much.