Ventilator being turned down

She is just a simple mom who’s world was turned upside down in what seemed like the blink of an eye.  Her world already had many obstacles and hardships to overcome.  Some people said she was brave.  Yet others would said how strong or patient she was.  She could not imagine her world getting any harder than it already was.

Yet God had different plans for her life.  Plans she never thought possible.  Plans that somehow seem cruel and how could God do this to anyone let alone this simple mom.

God decided to bring home one of his many special angels, one of his cherished children, this simple mom’s one and only child.  God knew this would bring her utter heartache, deep loss and pain.  He knew she would mourn and grieve the loss of her beloved daughter.  He knew she would not only cry but sob uncontrollably at times.  He knew she would feel lonely and not want to live so she could be reunited with her baby girl.  He knew all she would go through.  He just knew.  He also knew what she will never be able to comprehend while on this earth: His plan is bigger than our little brains could ever possibly understand.  He is all knowing and his ultimate plan will bring glory upon all of His precious children.

However, for this simple mom, no matter how much she loves her Heavenly Father and believes he loves her in return, she still feels his plan sucks.  It sucks because it included taking her precious baby girl and she would give anything to have her back again.  Yes, she loves Him but is still angry with Him at the same time.  I guess we all can get angry at our parents.