Then there are those that are the mothers, grandmothers, great-grandmothers, and great-great-grandmothers where it’s our special day. It’s the day created because we have the privilege of being mothers.
Then there are those mothers like myself that all this day will bring is utter sadness. It will not be a day of joy and celebration because my daughter was ripped from me. I’m no longer a mother here on this earth. Yes, I’m a mother of a child but that child is not here any more. She’s up in heaven. Mari is gone.
All I get to do this day is remember that I no longer have my precious baby girl here with me. She’s gone and yet I still have the bittersweet memories of her being here just last year to now having her gone for this year. I wish it would just go away.
I know that Mother’s Day is a special day for mothers, but I just wish it wouldn’t come this year. I probably wish it would permanently go away but no matter how much wishing I do I know it’ll continue to come every year anyway.
I miss you, MarMar. I love you, Baby Girl.